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Title: My Heartfelt Words From Within ♥
Date: 2009年4月12日星期日

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Firstly ,a big THANKS to beloved Mandy nuer .Here's a post t her ,

Thanks alot for cheering me up whn i need it ,and forgiving me for all th things i made u sad ,
Thanks for being my nuer for 2 months ,though i dont really knw i'm a gd daddy or nt .
Here are th sorry(s) ;
Sorry for nt thr for u th few times ,i left u out tht times.
Sorry for being unable t cheer u up whn u're sad most of th times.
Sorry for th things i made u sad or angry ,i din really meant it at all .
Bt ,i neh regret having u as my gan nuer .Seriously.
U may nt be my earliest nuer ,bt i knw u do care for me,same applies t me too .
je t'aime NUER ! <3

And t all my gans toos ,i love u all de .
Posts on every of u will be done whn i cn on9 bah ,everyday will gt 1 special GAN posted .
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But now .I'm wanting t say out my heartfelt words .
Came across this blog of mine,decided t post it .And go mia for my thoughts .

I listened alot this days.Made alot thinking toos.
Sometimes,it may be easier t say rather thn do.
I may be smiling,joking,laughing outside.Who know how i felt inside ?
To her.Why must u fool me?Make me like some idoit falling for your words.
Love me awhile,and let me go th another while?
Promised t nt let go of each other and let us last on and on .Bt now ,what?
What u told your sisters are totally different frm what u tell me.
I knw alot shocking things too.Idw believe last time,trust u,so nw i knw u liar.
So,i'm a nobody uh.All this while,u just lying me and treating me as a substitute right ?
I wonder why i trusted u so much,wanted t give up everything for u even.
So,this's hw u treat and seee me as ?Now i knw,i had been such a stupid guy.
U nt truthful t me at first le.Why should i worry for YOU all th while?
I'm really silly.Bt i neh regretted having u at first as my heartheart girlf .
We had gd times,i will neh forget.010409 ;Th day i really met u,
How i wanted t say I HATE U for all u had done.Bt i don't feel like saying .
All ended so fast.U don't even give me chance t explain.
So tht's wht u wanted.Fine.
What i want say is,i still care u as a friend.How bad u are,u're still once my friend,and we'll always be friends,
U may say all u want about me,i'm just sorry t cause u troubles alrights .Afterall all is my fault.
Suan le.May u takecares.once-PIG.
Dont cry le ,don't emo le .

Had a bad day ,
Gone out with didi,trying t hide my sadness .
Ball-ed at arcade ,bt gt such noob scores.
Eat-ed steamboat at hm,bt don't eat much.
I just realised i'm useless liao.Or maybe i'm at first .

To:Meiling babyhoney and people
I cnt help remembering what i've done t u all ,what i've caused u all t lose .
Even if we started anew .I still blamed myself .
Pls,don't end with her.If nt for me,all this won't happen de.
Forgive and forgo.If i can be forgiven,why nt her .
Give some considerations bah.I don't really want t blame myself for life.
To be truthful,i do hold myself entirely in fault.I wanted t clear th stone in my heart bt it stays.
I hope u all could forgive her.
I'm nt siding,i just feeling bad,i hope u all understands.
If she really changes after tht thn i had nothing t say.Bt at least,give her th chance.
If i neh even knw her or what,nothing like this will happen.So,can't blame her,i let u all down and separated de.
Hope a gd decision will be made,i knw you all de r/s don't come easy,don't end it pls because of me.Pls.

Sorry t meiling babyhoney & some gans ;
I will be back oncee i really back t normal .
Don't contact me ,bcuz my hp will be down until 1st may people .
MIA frm friendster and blog toooooos ,will be back .
I will cheerup de ,don't worry .
Takecares guys .