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Date: 2010年4月9日星期五

Well, here's about Today :D

Slept at 1 am yesterday, then today morning woke up early to drink Milo .
About 8am I think, first time siols . Normally I either sleep or just nua on bed niahs .
Sometimes dream dao nightmare I will auto wake up . Today don't have lahs .
Sms-ed dar, then prepare go out meet her in th morning . First time we go out so early, I think .
Then gone tanah mrt wait her, and we gone aljunied slack .
Got something happen, me and her know niah because we are on th same train . *wink* :D
Then after that aljunied got one weird ahbeh sit with us, so we straight make our way to bugis liaos .
She's meeting edmund. Then we walked around at bugis, i keep seeing her chu chou . Lalalas .
Then sat down around bugis junction there , tatas-ed at around 11.40 pm I think.
Hate it lahs, because I want to spend more time with dar . But just too bad . :C
Missed her , although it's just hours since we just met up . Maybe is hug too much, her scent is still on my clothes . HAHAHAHAHA , I scared I will miss her too much .

I gone home bath, then go gym then go makan with chze hao and co .
After that, gone up jennifer mei's house to chitchat abit , give her some advice then I go down.
Phoned with dar, and she's at edmund's house . That time , truthfully lah, gone abit sour de feeling lahs . Is like eating vinegar . -.-
Idk why I felt that way. Then throughout phone call is like never talk much , and sms-ed her again.
I thought she was angry with me. Gone passed dar something because it's raining, but reach there is like I bring the thing no use . :X
Walked her home, and I walked myself back home . (:

Reached home, sms-ed .
Well, some brainstorming does occur today ? And dar is having some stuffs on her mind too.
I hope she's fine . Here's a post, I will not write too long, I will keep it just nice. (:

Yes dar, I knew my jealousy for today is really redundant .
I keep anyhow think bah perhaps. Becausee he ask u go his house & u go, although I knew is he anyhow de lahs .
During th phone call, why I din talk much because the way u talked with him makes me feels that u and him are much closer than me and you .
Maybe on second thought, it's my problem because I don't speak that well like him.
This is just what Im feeling at that moment, then I was like keeping quiet. And made u angry, which I really feel sorry .
Then u sms-ed me, & I realised my wrong .
Maybe it's just because U're getting on quite close with your previous ex, that's why jealousy came . I think I'm just being over sensitive lahs.
You don't have anything to change at all, you had been a good girlf . It's just about your ex-es de stuff I thinkk .
Sometimes, feelings can be forgotten as time passes by .
Maybe th reason you're having that kind of feeling is because u din really let them go yet.
Before I started getting in this r/s with you, I remember you saying you miss your ex ..
I really hope your the feeling will go off , because now I really love you alot, and I cannt afford to lose you .
I'm just starting to play the jigsaw puzzle of your heart, and now 2 more people came into the picture . Sure hopee that this mixed feelings will just go away .
Now you're my girlf , my one and only . I'm your one and only toos .
They treat you goood, u can treat their actions as what real good friends will do, I won't mind at all.
Can't you just let go of the past, and treat them as one of your best friends? It's just my thought, I know it's hard on youuu .
I will be always here if you neeeeed me for anything. Just call me or sms me .

The greatest gift you gave me is your time, because you gave me time can never be gotten back. I will really treasure the times with me, let's just forget about those mixed feelings and enjoy the process of our relationship bahs .
Why get confused and sad, when you can get happy instead ? I hope you will keep smiling, just like from the first day where I met you . 4/3/10 .
(: LTWJ, I want you not to emo, continue to smile, and I will flower you with my love , my hugs . I will not let u be alone crying, be alone being cold, being alone sick .
Even if u get sick I will get sick with you . That's how you truly deserves to be treated, I LOVE YOU . ♥
Starting today where our so called "argument" happened . I knew I had to change, I had to treat u MUCH MUCH BETTER . If not when you're gone I know I will definitely regret .
I will show you my love .
You're down with flu, I hope God will just transfer your flu to me, I rather myself getting flu than you getting it luhs . Hope you're resting fine right now, if you need anything I will definitely bring it to you, no matter where I am and what I am doing de .